"I met Diana in junior year when I moved here from Sacramento. We soon became… I can say, intimate, but your mother didn't want to marry me, so I ne...er proposed. She wanted to keep our relationship a secret. She was surrounded by failed marriages and was afraid to lose me. She wanted to keep our friendship, our intimacy, and the excitement of our secret alive forever. I can't tell you if that was the right choice, but I can tell you that our relationship never got boring, the excitement has. Those inside me pushed deeper, navigating my body in ways that should have triggered defence reflexes had these not been deactivated by the escalating climaxes.I observed the intrusions from a dispassionate, near disembodied perspective. Even when the tendrils squirming over my limbs and chest divided themselves until the tips were so fine they could burrow into the tiny holes left vacant by the removal of my hair follicles, I issued no protest, welcoming the subcutaneous massage. Others began. “Thank you for the drinks and the information, dear.”The waitress continued, “He is a good boy. I have only seen him take an interest in a guest once before, and I have worked here for three years.” The waitress excused herself and went about her business of taking orders from the other guests.I turned to my son, “My goodness James did you hear what she said?”I could tell James was amused, “It must be that bikini, Mom. I told you. You’re the hottest babe on the beach.”“Cut it out, James. This. I already have a good idea that the money wouldn’t be an issue for her in a golddigger way, but it might be an issue the other way. She might be uncomfortable starting a relationship with someone who has that kind of money. We had already been pretty involved by the time she found out last time. I’d have to see how that went. I might have to try a few different approaches.I went through the pantry and started making an actual list of some things I might like to get for the house. Things like.