At the end, spent and satisfied, we cuddled for a few minutes before heading to the shower. I dressed, kissed her softly, and then went downstairs to ...ind my wives.December 31, 1987, Chicago, Illinois“What time do you have to go get Jessica?” my sister asked, as we stood in line at the checkout at Jewel.“She’s off at 4:00pm. She’s probably going to take a nap when she gets home. She goes back to work tomorrow evening at 4:00pm.”“Do we still need to stop at the liquor store?”“Yes,” I said. “I. But I thought maybe what you needed just now was a friend.”“You know me better than anyone else.”“No. Surprisingly, we all know you pretty well, but when we put what we know together, we know you better than anyone.”She scooted up and leaned against the headboard, motioning me to sit next to her. When we were settled, she put her arm around me and just held me. I sorted through what I was feeling and felt the tickle of emotions. Sorrow, depression, anger, disgust, and even hope.“Tell me about. .. all these thoughts took a toll on me. I jumped and looked at her in the small mirror in front of me, she was smiling at me. She rested her head on my shoulder and hugged me thight around my waist. "Don't ignore me. I missed you, what took you so long? I showered and went straight to my room hoping you'll be here by the time I finished. Where were you?"I was still a bit not myself, I shaped my lips to say something but instead I kept my mouth shut. Jessy kissed my back, and smiled at me, I. Theveins pulsed and I pulled back. Steve smiled at me and I looked up at him.He pulled me up onto the bed and reached for his night stand. He pulledout some vaseline and he opened it. His hands felt firm on my hips as heturned me over on to my stomach. I rose up on my knees to give him somebetter access.The next thing I know is that his greasy finger is sliding into my anus. Iquickly tried to squeeze him out, but his persistence paid off. Soon hewas in me too his knuckle. It was a strange but.