I guess that I was really tired, because I had almost no sooner climbed under the covers then I was asleep. I slept soundly that night. In the morning...I could not recall any dreams. That was most unusual. I arose from bed, went to my bathroom and took care of urgent business, then washed, brushed, and dressed. Auntie was in the kitchen when I walked in. She was cooking bacon and eggs. She brought me a plate and some toast, and I dug in. After breakfast she told me that she had to go to her. Was it…”“it wasn’t like that, I wanted it more than anything in the world, and she loved me so much that she allowed it to happen” all this time my 13 year old niece was sitting next to me without her shirt “it was the both of us together, it was no ones fault and no one is to blame, it just happened.”She nodded understanding“What’s going on? why would you think you needed to offer yourself to me like this to me”- I asked“well, it’s just that I was talking to mom the other day and she was. Working sunup to sunset, during the shoot, I found myself unable to get away.But weekends, when actors demanded their time off, especially during the Olympics that they also wanted to see, was an entirely different story.I met up with Trudy at the practice rink on a Saturday at 6AM, along with three other medal hopefuls, and they were bummed out!It seems that their red blood cell counts were too high. This had happened to another girl four years ago, and she was DQ'ed, despite her federation. Small wonder where I got some of my fantasies!Then came that dreaded question, one that I knew she would ask sooner or later. Was I "prepared" for school. After all, it was tomorrow you know. Oh, I almost forgot mom!I was so afraid of not being prepared for school that I had let it happen, as if purposely.Summoning up my courage, I spoke. "I'm as ready as I'll ever be I guess."My mother wasn't impressed."Here Sarah, I got a few things for you." She handed me a bag with a notebook, some pens,.