He lasted a little longer, too. I felt a sense of pride. After all, I'm largely responsible for making better lovers out of them. But then I reminded ...yself that they're only thirteen and for years to come I'm likely to be their only sexual outlet. I never gave it much thought because it hasn't been my choice to make. But I wonder if Lisa gave that aspect of the things we're doing with the twins much thought when she started this. I'm going to have to convince Lisa that it's only fair that she. " He now had a grip on my arm.I took the opportunity to look around. I had been in a snow bank by a driveway. The paramedics had driven the ambulance over from the nearby fire station. Two firemen were standing in the street. One paramedic had my arm. Another stood in front of me. The three teens were watching from the driveway. Someone had dug my bike out of the snow and put it up on its kickstand--the kids, probably.The paramedic had given up on taking my guitar for the moment and was now. We necked a little bit, and I saw Tracey looking at us with a slight frown on her face. I asked Bethany to get up and walked over to Tracey.“What’s wrong, Tracey?”“Oh, nothing really. I was just watching you and Bethany and was a little sad that I didn’t have anyone to do that with. I really want a boyfriend. Nobody will go out with me.”“I disagree. I think you just need a bit more self-confidence and you might need to approach the guys, but you’ll be fine.”“But you’re just saying that because. Suddenly I heard the door and voices from the kitchen , my aunt and uncle had dropped in with my cousin Jayne , as I greeted them I tried not show my disappointment that Jaynes' brother Rod wasn't with them , he was always a good laugh and I'd always felt Jayne who was two years older than me was prim and proper and bit stuck up . She had always dressed a bit old fashioned , but my opinion changed when she walked into the living room that afternoon , instead of the old dull looking Jayne a hot.