When I went back out to my carthat night I moved quickly and made sure the doors were locked. I broke afew traffic laws on my way back across the riv...r. I was finally able tocalm down a bit when I was in the safety of our underground parkinggarage. I composed myself because I didn't want Jenny to know about theboy I felt was becoming my stalker.The next day at my Senior Sem, I tried to talk to Macy about it. When Iwalked into the lecture hall, Macy had a bit of a smart alek grin on. Haven’t actually seen one of them, the kind you’re talking about, but I know they can be gotten.“You know if you’d let me, I’d get you one. I owe you way more than the cost of a fucking car,” he said.“No, no, I’ve got to do for myself. I’ll be able to get one one of these days. But, Rod . . .” I started.“What?’ he said.“Well, the other day, I was pretty cold talking to you like I did. I apologize,” I said. He gave me a look that screamed disbelief. He didn’t push it.“Apology accepted. But,. "It's awesome." You guys... share the same girl?" Mick said."Twins?" Scooter said again."Yes, twins, and yes we both make love to the same girl," I said."Shit," Paul said."Damn," Scooter said."Cool," Mick said.Jerry's reluctance to join the discussion concerned me enough that I peeked into his head. He was excited by the talk, but also felt disappointed. He had brought six of his favorite skin magazines and thought he would entertain his bunkmates with that. But now... "Man, I don't know if. Mark's sorrow was so great he'd often contemplated suicide butcould never bring himself to do it. He'd lost his joy and doubted hecould ever love again.People around him saw him withdraw but nothing they did could take thelost look in his eyes away. Mark tried pouring himself into his businessbut that simply did not work out and his attitude was wearing on his Dadand co-workers. He knew he had to get away and somehow find life again.Mark stopped his car and stepped out on the long dirt driveway.