”“As far as I know it is harder to lose one than both. As young as we were it wasn’t easy but we both made it. Now relax I’m going to be as ge...tle as I can ok?” Naci’s eyes opened wide as she snapped her head up to stare at me.“Yes husband I will for you. Thank you for being gentle.” Naci said in a whisper.Shocked I almost forgot to start. Reaching out I was diving in all the way to where her power was. Strange though this time things felt different. Almost a warm safe feeling. I touched all. I think about other aspects of her too - bathing her and feeding her. Her relying on me for everything. I think maybe it has something to do psychologically with me wanting to feel needed by someone...wanting someone who is submissive and wants me.Another scenario I think about is a woman who gets very turned on by peeing, pooping, and farting in front of me. She saves all her poops for me. In this scenario, she loves to pee and poop on my chest and fart in my face. She will hold in her poop. “Would you like to take back control of your sex life, Tina?” Another nod against my shoulder. “Would you rather take back your husband’s cock, or, become a sexual goddess without him?”She pulls her face from my shoulder, locking her eyes on mine, “why would I want his cock back? I want to take control of MY life, then, if she changes her mind and wants him, I’m fine with where I’m at!” She had stopped sobbing. She was now smiling. “I think the lightbulb just went on, didn’t it?” she nods as. One day, I called my father with a plan. I told him that I did not score well that year.When he asked me the reason, I told that I did not have any access to read books available in the library. Not all the books were available at the time I visited the place. As usual, he asked me how did the other guy score good managed it. I knew that he would shoot that question.I told him that he had the wifi facility and hence he could read the books online. He need not visit the library. There was a.