.......I’d had a late night with some friends and Lilik had gone to work, it was 9 in the morning and I was laying in bed with a morning hard on whe... I heard the music in the lounge. Stumbling out of bed naked with a raging hard on I thought Lilik had come home but as I got near the door to the lounge I was greeted with Dewi on the treadmill with her earphones in listening to music as usual.FUCK her ass was tight , she was wearing a dark blue tracksuit and training shoes and was side on to me. "This all pisses me off, Crockett," she said. "It's totally selfish. Youwant to give up our sex...and so you want me to give up sex. You want towear a dress...and so you want me to have a husband who wears a dress.You want to role-play as the maid of the manor ... and so you want me toswallow hard and be married to the maid of the manor. Being a woman ismore than stuffing falsies in a bra. It's waking up every moment beingweaker, and smaller, and more vulnerable. It's taking shit from men.She. “Are you sure? Really?”“Never been more sure!” I laughed not really believing that we were doing this. “Now, anyone you like the look of?”It didn’t take NK long. She’s an open and flirtatious woman and as she scanned the room slowly, her eyes – and mine – immediately came to rest on a tall good looking white man that was standing at the bar.It was so easy to get him to agree. After introducing himself as Jeffrey, the man joined us in our booth for a drink. NK flirted with him mercilessly while. I understood what you meant about using a knife over a gun. Every time I tried to fall asleep I saw his eyes. I didn't get any sleep. I also understand what you meant when you said that if you kill with a knife it shows that you love life more, because you don't want to kill, unless you have to. I think that I understand, you kill when you have to, to protect yourself, or family, or your people, but not if you can help it. One of us was going to have to kill that man last night, and I wish that.