"I don't hate you. I'm worried, quite frankly. This might be the worst decision I've ever made. It's fucking crazy is what it is." She took another lo...g pull from her martini. She was definitely drunk at this point. "Come here," she pulled my hand. I followed her back to the bedroom where she flopped down on the bed."Lie next to me," she said as she pulled me down next to her. She tugged at the buttons on my dress. "I wanna see what we're getting." She brushed her hand across my breasts.My. We used it often, Andrea and I, Carlos. We loved it. This day we drove around the park to find a secluded area of beachfront to set up for a picnic and take a cooling swim. There were miles of back roads leading to the marina, to fishing holes, to camping areas, and just beach fronts made up of old river pebbles, rounded by the water. We stopped in a secluded spot where you could make your way down to the beach through underbrush and grasses. There was a sort of trail, unused in a while.. Carol looked at the bed and giggled. Then she said, ‘This is a big bed. I could get lost on it. Then you would have to search it to find me.’ I laughed and said, ‘I would leave no pillow unturned or blanket unruffled until I found you.’ ‘Would you do that for me? Oh Zack, I love you so much,’ she said smiling. She grabbed my face and brought it to hers. She pressed her lips against mine and I pushed my tongue into her mouth. Carol opened her mouth and accepted it. Her tongue shot into my mouth. Tim wonders why he felt to do that tonight? As far as he knows, ahead lies an evening in the pub with guys he thinks of as friends. Stopping at the barber’s makes him catch a later bus than usual going home.At home, after eating, he showers and shaves. While often disheveled looking cleanliness is important to him and has become a habit. He hopes there will be a reason for the effort he has taken tonight but doubts it.Having got dressed in a shirt and casual trousers, he heads out the door to.